Why. Why. Why. Why do i keep missing you? What was it that i did wrong at the first place? Yes i’m stupid enough to miss you while you don’t give a single fuck about me, turning your back to me..litteraly.. It’s been a year or 2 ? I don’t really know when we ‘ended’? Are you mad at me or am I mad at you? I wish I was brave enough to ask instead of torturing my mind with thoughts of you.. Even when I’m drunk as hell I won’t be brave enough to tell you I’m so mad at you that I miss you. But maybe I just don’t want the confirmation that what we had was a mistake. I guess you’ll always be in my heart and in my mind to remember me that friends leave and I’ll end up hurting.